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Hey you guys

What's happening?

Not alot here. Confused about some things, but i'll figure them out.

Work is going good, tho right now i have a head ache, and waiting for my mom to come home and make dinner...then go to guard practice.

I'm really tired, and took about a 45 minutes nap, that was ruined when my brother decided to spur of the moment vacuuming. Damn it

There are these two guys.

1) likes me but doens't want to start a relationship.

2) I like him, but he has a girlfriend. It sucks, i haven't told him i liked him, but i do. Now i admit it, first step to solving my problem.

I don't know what to do about them. I'm trying to make things work decently with number 1. But it's not, there's no communication. And that is something I need. To beable to talk to someone. Atleast text him, if not talk to him on the phone. But there's none of that.

Number two.....the guy i can't get out of my head, who makes me happy when i'm sad. who makes me laugh when i'm pissed. who jokes around with everyone, but with me he treats me good, and talks to me. I can trust him, he can trust me. We talk about things most people don't talk about.

I could go on, but you don't want to hear about it.

I'm tired, i'm going to try to sleep more.

later

He's a fucking dick

Hey you guys

What's happenin..?

Well not alot here....

Saturday night went and hung out with Carmen, Justin, Kyle, Blake, Avi, David, and some girls i forget their name.

It was fun...

I know I rush into things...and then back out before they get started...and I know it's wrong, and that i have that problem...

So today begins a new day....new motivation...new effort....

I won't rush, i want to get to know a someone, then start something

I can't find negative, and that's awesome, i'm not even looking like i normally do....all i see is positive, and the smile...lol...

Makes me happy...i guess?? lol....

To wear my head and thinking runs 100 mph...and i can't stop moving....which i pace really bad....

But it's fun...I'm trying new things, and finding i'm liking them

Today I went to Carmen's dad's with her and justin. And he bbqed. It was delisious. mmmmm!!!!

Her dad's cool, tho I know what she's talking about, and i understood before, but now it's like....100%

we got our guard costumes...i love them! lol...they are cool

along with myspace..

but i'm going to bed...i need my sleep

I'll talk to you later!

peace!

MuthaFucka CuntSucka!

Hey you guys.....

So there's this thing/place called Jeeps. Its a dirt Bike track and hang out spot. lol. It's really cool.

Well I went with Carmen, her step dad Steveo, her sister Bailee, and Justin

it was fun, until we sat in the track to take a break and carmen and i got in a fight

a spitting fight

so gross

i was going to bite her and my mouth was open, and she spit a huge lugee in my mouth, it was disgusting.

Then she was holding my head down so she could spit in my ear, and i bit her leg....and theres a huge bruise now...lol!

that was fun...spit hanging off both of us...gross!!!!

Just to say...like how relieved i am....that we got our talk...and i thank god someone opened up....i can fix it now

you guys should see my awesome work tan...not...if you are in band, you've seen it...lol its hot.

well....news to everyone....i got a speeding ticket....lol....39 in a 30...its sucks...

lol going to o....later

    Hey you guys....

So i'm in the mood to type....so here you go.

Today was Day one of band camp...and probably the last day until i update...sucks for you! lol.

We have this little competition amoung the sections, and so we were trying to think of something for guard to do.

And we learned this dance at dance camp. so Carmen and I took that...but through in some rifle and flag work. and I think it's awesome.

I just hope sabrina and everyone like it. It's easy, yet looks amazing. we have unwritten parts...but that's for the others to fill in

Carmen and I played in fountains today, and got completely wet, oh yeah, and she stuffed my head in one...and got it up my nose..ow!

My lips are sunburnt...waaa...i know...lol

What else....hmm....

I'm working on getting a new car, or fixing the one i have. i just have to talk to my mom about it. hopefully it all ends good.

I'm extremely tired...so i might go.

oh saturday night. i got to hang out with Carmen, Kristin, Amanda, Rebeka (sp), and Jared lewis (for a little bit) It was alot of fun...they are some fun people....

But i'm going to go. i'll talk to you later...oh yeah and i have 3 pics, but more to come.

Who said guard camp can't be fun??? i want to know...lol...cuz we had fun...right...!?!

Not working, getting the day off, and my braces off, and playing in the rain can wear a person down....suposedly my mom thought it was cute that she and i were sleeping....it's cute...right??! lol..yeah...w/e

ok i'm going to bed...actually, shower...but i'll talk to you peeps later! Peace!

Hey you guys...

Who wants an update?

lol. Not alot has been happening.

I went bowling with Carmen and her family last night. it was alot of fun. I was giving carmen a piggy back ride when i went to bowl. She didn't get me a strike tho.

And her mom and bailee kept dancing. it was cracking me up lol.

Guard camp this last week.  My brain is fried.

I got to see my dad this week. And carmen got to meet him. Which was awesome. They both like each other. Good? lol yes!

Then my step mom is in town for like....2 weeks. so i might hang out with her when I don't have to work.

But now i'm going to go clean my house for my mom...i know i'm nice. lol

I'll talk to you guys later!

~Peace